Friday, November 19, 2010

HOPE IS A DREAM THAT NEVER SLEEPS BY CHO KYUHYUN

[K]
외로워도 되 널 생각할 땐
미소가
나의 얼굴에 번져
힘들어도 되 니가 행복할 땐
사랑이
내 맘 가득히 채워
오늘도
난 거친 세상속에 살지만
힘들어도
눈감으면 니 모습뿐
아직도
귓가에 들려오는 꿈들이
나의
곁에서 널 향해 가고 있잖아
삶이 하루하루 꿈을 꾸는 것처럼
너와
함께 마주보며 사랑할 수 있다면
다시
일어설 거야
나에게
소중했던 기억속의 행복들
힘든
시간 속에서도 더욱 따스했던
희망은
내겐 잠들지 않는 꿈
나의 곁에서 그림자처럼
조용히
너는 내게로 와서
아파하는지 매일 외로운지
그리움으로
너는 내게 다녀가
세상이
날 울게 해도 나는 괜찮아
항상
니가 나의 곁에 있으니까
먼지처럼
추억이 변해서 떠날까
그저
웃으며 마음을 달래어 봐도
삶이 하루하루 꿈을 꾸는 것처럼
너와
함께 마주보며 사랑할 수 있다면
다시
일어설 거야
나에게
소중했던 기억속의 행복들
힘든
시간 속에서도 더욱 따스했던
희망은
내겐 잠들지 않는 꿈
수없이
넘어져 비틀대도
나는
이렇게 서 있잖아
맘 하나뿐인데
힘들
때면 니가 이렇게 힘이 돼 줄래
너를
향해 영원히
이렇게
상처 속에 슬픔들을 삼킨 채
미소
짓는 내 모습을 너에게 보여 줄게
이제는
아프지 않아
언제나
너와 함께 이루고픈 꿈 안고
수 없던 저편에서 너를 불러볼께
마음 다해 사랑하는 너를

[R]

na oerowododoe neol saenggakhalddaen
misoga naui eolgule beonjyeo
na himdeuleododoe niga haengbokhalddaen
sarangi nae mam gadeukhi chaewo
oneuldo nan geochin sesangsoke saljiman
himdeuleodo nungameumyeon ni moseubbun
ajikgo gwitgae deulryeooneun kkumdeuli
naui gyeoteseo neol hyanghae gago itjana
nae salmi haruharu kkumeul kkuneun geotcheoreom
neowa hamgge majubomyeo saranghalsu itdamyeon
dasi ileoseol geoya
naege sojunghaetdeon gieoksokui haengbokdeul
himdeun sigan sokeseodo deouk ddaseuhaetdeon
huimangeun naegen jamdeulji aneun kkum
neul naui gyeoteseo geurimjacheoreom
joyonghi neoneun naegero waseo
na apahaneunji maeil oerounji
geuriumeuro neoneun naege danyeoga
sesangi nal ulge haedo naneun gwaenchana
hangsang niga naui gyeote isseunigga
meonjicheoreom chueoki byeonhaeseo ddeonalgga
geujeo useumyeo maeumeul dalraeeo bwado
nae salmi haruharu kkumeul kkuneun geotcheoreom
neowa hamgge majubomyeo saranghalsu itdamyeon
dasi ileoseol geoya
naege sojunghaetdeon gieoksokui haengbokdeul
himdeun sigan sokeseodo deouk ddaseuhaetdeon
huimangeun naegen jamdeulji aneun kkum
sueobsi neomeojyeo biteuldaedo
naneun ireohgeseo itjana
nae mam hanabbuninde
himdeul ddaemyeon niga ireohge himi dwaejulrae
neoreul hyanghae yeongwonhi
ireohge sangcheo soke seulpeumdeuleul samkinchae
miso jitneun nae moseubeul neoege boyeo julge
ijeneun apeuji ana
eonjena neowa hamgge irugopeun kkum ango
galsu eobdeon jeopyeoneseo neoreul bulreobolgge
nae maeum dahae saranghaneun neoreul

[T]

It doesn’t matter if I’m lonely. Whenever I think of you
A smile spreads across my face.
It doesn’t matter if I’m tired. Whenever you are happy
My heart is filled with love.
Today I might live in a harsh world again.
Even if I’m tired, when I close my eyes, I only see your image.
The dreams that are still ringing in my ears
Are leaving my side towards you.
Everyday my life is like a dream.
If we can look at each other and love each other
I’ll stand up again.
To me, the happiness of those precious memories
Will be warmer during hard times.
For me, hope is a dream that never sleeps.
Like a shadow by my side you always
Quietly come to me.
To see if I’m hurt, to see if I’m lonely everyday
With feelings of yearning, you come to me.
Even if the world makes me cry, I’m okay.
Because you are always by my side.
Like dust, will those memories change and leave?
I’ll keep smiling to ease my heart.
Everyday my life is like a dream.
If we can look at each other and love each other
I’ll stand up again.
To me, the happiness of those precious memories
Will be warmer during hard times.
For me, hope is a dream that never sleeps.
No matter how many times I stumble and fall
I’m still standing like this.
I only have one heart.
When I’m tired you become my strength.
My heart is towards you forever.
So I swallowed the hurt and grief.
I’ll only show you my smiling form.
It doesn’t even hurt now.
I’ll always hold on to the dreams I want to fulfill with you
I’ll try to call for you at the place I cannot reach
I love you with all my heart.

Baker King Kim Tak-Goo OST - Hope is a Dream that Never Sleeps by Cho Kyuhyun 

facts around CHO KYUHYUN

:*
 
Was born on February 2nd 1988
Height : 180, weight : 68
Blood type : A
조규현 is hangul for cho kyuhyun
He is a gamer, once he plays it’s hard for him to stop ;) sometimes people call him ‘gamekyu’
Kyuhyun often wakes Donghae up because of his shout, he will bawl if he lose on his game
The adornment that hangs up in kyuhyun’s cellphone is from  yesung
He couldn’t cook well. Once he tried to make ramen for suju’s member, the water was too much so the noodle becomes ‘awful’. Then they call kyuhyun’s ramen as ‘the legend of Han river’ ;DD



kyuhyun - no other

Doesn’t really like greens
When Christmas come, sometimes people put their socks for the gift from santa. But kyuhyun prefer to put his jeans, because he said it’ll be so much better if the ‘box’ is bigger, so santa will give him bigger gift than using the small one ;)
His favorite color : blue, black, and white
He is sooo close with sungmin
Q (ELF via UFOtown.com) : how can we get kyuhyun’s heart?
A  (kyuhyun): I don’t know. But if you want to, you gotta ask the permission from sungmin first ;)

cute :*

speechless x)

adorable, isn't he? hehe ;)

Thursday, November 18, 2010

my confession : i definitely love super junior!!

my friends know me as a west-music lover, collector of america superband songs, such as paramore, my chemical romance, 30 seconds to mars, and sooo forth. but some of em don't know that i love stuffs from korea since i was 13 ;) and now, when a lot of my friends get crazy with korea, i'm showing that i am crazier than them!

okay, now i'll start with SUPER JUNIOR :*


super junior *sorry sorry sorry sorry* :)



i still can't remember all their name yet ;P


super junior K.R.Y with donghae and sungmin ;D

super junior K.R.Y special concert in Japan

love super junior K.R.Y!!


and the special member that i love the most is CHO KYUHYUN, he is also the member of super junior subgroup Super Junior M and Super Junior K.R.Y :) he is the youngest in super junior, was born in 1988. i promise i'll post about kyuhyun, and things that you might never know about him :)

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

operasi malam ituu ..

11/15/2010-MON

07.00 PM
Saya sampai di tempat praktek dokter Djunaedi Wisnu Satrija, yeah sekitar Mayjend Sungkono lah. Naik ke ruang tunggu, sejujurnya jantung saya udah loncat-loncat nggak karuan, nabrak lambung, sembunyi di usus besar, lari lagi thawaf vena cava, kurang lebih gitu lah. Saya NERVOUS luar biasa!! Ini sebenernya operasi ketiga saya, dan yang terakhir. Kalo keinget rasa sakitnya pas dulu, beuh langsung gemeter tangan saya hehe ;)
Akhirnya ngobrollah saya sama bapak saya pas alat-alat operasi saya lagi disterilkan, berusaha ngilangin nervous. Ngomong ngalur ngidul, mulai nunung ngompol di OVJ sampe cowok-cowok korea. Waaaow saya nervous parah! Sampe perut ikutan joget gitu :’(

07.45 PM
 
dokter gigi a.k.a om Deni : d ; mas jack : j ; asisten cewek : c ; saya : k
 
d : kin, relax ae yo
k : *ngangguk sambil dzikir sak wakeh-wakehnya*
j  : *meringas meringis*  mas jack ini asisten dokter saya 
d : bismillaaaaah *mulai injeksi*

08.00 PM
 
d : udah ya kin? Kalo sakit bilang lo yoo. Ayo jack bantuin saya sini
j : *bawa alat sejenis selang gitu*
d : bismillaaaah
 
daan mulailah terdengar ‘suara-suara indah yang menyayat gusi dan hati saya’ seperti ‘grak grak’ ‘ngiiiiiiiiing’ ‘krek krek’ dan lain sebagainya haha :DD sejujurnya nggak sakit, tapi suaranya ituloo yang nggarai saya pengen nangis. Mau hati sih pake headset dan nggak ndengerin itu semua, tapi ya nggak mungkin juga, kan ntar saya nggak denger instruksi dokter saya dong. Akhirnya yaa backsound istimewa itu nusuk-nusuk telinga saya sampe operasi selesai.
 
Beberapa lama kemudiaaan ….
 
d : wuuush jack ini lo jack *heboh*
j : apa doook, saya lo ndak keliatan apa-apa
d : isok bulet pek, mckckck istimewa ini
j : masa’ dok?
d : *giggle* wes kind juara dunia kamu ini
k : *teriak dalam hati : AMIIIIIIIN*
j : loo iya dok. Juara internasional kindi ini
d : lah jack, ngunci-ne nemen gini. Sek yo *ngambil alat serem*
  masya allaah, sabaar sabaaar ini kudu ditelateni yo jack yo
j : hehehe
 
10 menit ….

 
d : jack wes muter jaaack, sek sek ndang suck-en taa  usut punya usut tnyt selang mas jack buat
  nyedot darah saya ;D terdengar seram kah?
k : *mbatin : wooy om denii, apaan yaa kok heboh amat?!?!*

8.45 PM
 
d : HUAHAHAHAHA *ketawa gaya musuh power rangers*
j : hahahahaha
k : *mbatin : leeh opo opoan yooo iki malah ngguyu*
d : fiuuh lhaa iki lo juarane *nunjukin gigi ke saya*
k : hehe *mbatin : wuuush pantes soro, lha grahamku gede ee*
 
akhirnya bermenit-menit kemudian, setelah diodal-adil nggak karu-karuaan, gigi bulet bawah saya berhasil diambil dari dalem gusi. Dijahitlah gusi saya. Woo-hoo!! Kurang satu lagi kind!
Naah disela-sela setelah injeksi yg atas, dokter saya ngacir nyari alat. Naah tepak wees!! Saya sendirian di ruang ‘eksekusi’, dan akhirnya saya malah bersenandung dan nyanyi ndak jelas, buat ngilangin nervous. Lhaaa kok tiba-tiba mak jlereet asisten cewek dokter saya masuk nyodorin 3 obat ke saya, werr malunyaaa saya x)

9.15 PM
 
d : jack, turbo yoo
j : iya dok
c : lho tapi giginya diatas langit gitu dok *nunjuk hasil rontgen*
d : hmm iyo mbak, wes gakpopo turbo aee selak ngantuk kindi ini
k : *meringis + mbatin : whaat?? Turbo? Ngebut gitu maksudnya? Beuh iyadeh saya pasrah saja*
 
9.30 PM
 
d : jack wes muter ikii
j : iya dok tapi kok nggak mau lepas ya? Dibuka aja dulu dok
k : *mbatin : ya Allaah bantuen dokterku inii biar cepet, wes cekotcekot jahitan bawahnyaa :’(*
 
10 menit …..
 
d : HUAHAHAHA *ketawa licik sambil bawa alat kea pinset*
j : HUAHAHAHA
d : *masukin pinset ke mulutku sambil gaya patah-patah kea robot*
k : *mbatin : mckckck cek sempet ee ngedance barang pak dokter iki*
d : ini lhooo haha wes mari jaaack
j : iya dok, saya tak duduk dulu
d : halah jeek sek enom (arti : masih muda) ae kesel haha
 
haha akhirnya benang hitam itu dijahit ke gusi atas saya. Taaa-raaa!! Selesailah proses yang sebenarnya-tidak-menyakitkan-tapi-endingnya-sakit itu. 10.15 PM operasi bener-bener selesai, saya duduk dan ngelepas sejenis celemek gitu di baju saya, WOW saya terlihat seperti tersangka pembunuhaan banyak darahdarah x)
 
akhirnya saya keluar dan bangunin bapak saya yg pules tidur di sofa ruang tunggu. Setelah ngurus-ngurus administrasi saya pulaaang. Batin saya : welcome to the real hell of pain Kin! Enjoy it ;D di mobil saya langsung pake headset dan dengerin lagunya K.R.Y yang tentraaam, tertidur pulas ;)
 
sampe sekarang, pipi saya masih bueengkak kea nyimpen bola pingpong dengan sensasi cekotcekot, yeah semoga senen saya sudah normal lagii dan bisa hepi di sekolah ;D